SHH.. ENDLESS WORDS VOMITED FROM MY MOUTH. I WRITE BLATANTLY CONSPICUOUS.. CLAMOROUS.. I DON'T NEED TO RAISE MY VOICE. INAUDIBLE IN ART OF INARTICULATENESS.. SHH..

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

SEBAL

phone rosak.
damn it!


erghh!!

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

s o r r y

SAYA BERADA DI KAWASAN LUAR LIPUTAN.
offline.
tahun depan la online!


owkie.
eh.
chop.






edy..








RINDU
ha-ha-ha
(eleh.. bkn ade org bace pun)


anna salleh.
jauhhhh

cepatnya masa berlalu..

sedang sy mengedit-mengondam-mengupdate, sy terjumpe ini.
melihat. merenung. menarik nafas.
"dah besar dah anak akak aku.." *sigh (--)
budak ni aku jaga dulu kecikk aje.
sekarang? hmm.. *sigh (--)
harris..harris..
(harris: pink Tshirt)
























p/s: sebenarnya tiba tiba aku rasa sgt tua. phhhhffff

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

wah!

almost 1 month x on9.
AND,
wahhh.. belambak gile feedback. hit counter blog pn suddenly betambah byk!
wuuwuutt!
tanx cuz make me feel so existed!
ingatkan xde orang perasan pun.
hee :))
too much too say tapi tgh rushing ni.
nanti aku update. banyak benda jadi. yang baik baik saja.
dont worry guys!
n again, tanx tuk semua yg sgt sgt amek berat pasal aku yg seberat 49kg ni.
till here.
mmuuaahh! so damn missss the internet!!
tapi pe kan daya.. tsktsk..
daa

Monday, April 19, 2010

O F F

BLOG INI TIDAK TENTU HALA.
SAYA TAHU KENAPA. DAMN!
OK. OK. TAK PE.
MARI MENGUBAHSUAI.


oh ye. sy tak bekerja hari ini.
ha-ha-ha

CUTI. (hati, kau pun tolong cuti)

Nyamuk sedang berpesta di bawah meja.
Kipas nombor 5 kalau dipusing 3 kali dapatkah aku merasa kedinginan kipas angin Panasonic berkuasa 15?
Tak pe.
Biarlah nyamuk gigit kaki aku. Aku open table.
Biarlah badan aku naik ruam-tergaru garu- tak tahan panas punya pasal..
Tak pe.
Demi menghantar sepucuk e-mail kepada beliau..


Emak- 
dah di jumpa. Di peluk. Di cium. Di leter. Di buat muka. Diblablabla..
Perut- 
dah di isi sehingga tak ada ruang.
Lulu&kids-
dah diperikebinatangan dengan sewajarnya.


Apa lagi erh?
Tengok TV. 
blablablabla.. Xlarat nk tgok info dah.
Jalan jalan kampung.
blablablabla.. ok. Ada kemajuan sikit.
Baca magazine mak?
erk.. Xpelah.
Tidor kat bilik sendiri yang dah jadi _________! Tanx ma.. T.T
blablabla.. ok. Dah puas tidur.
kenapa still rse resah and serba tak kena je ni? Ergh!
Cm ada benda yang tak lengkap.. yang hilang..
Apa erh?
Camla ada orang leh jawab.
Isshh!


1930pm.. 
ok. sembahyang jap
sembahyang.
doa.. doa. doa..
ok. lega sikit.
2000pm
Resah. Phffff..
2005pm..
ah. mkn lagi dan lagi lagila bagus
makan makan makan
mengata adek aku. 
mengata. mengata. mengata..
gelak gelak gelak
ok. dh lupa.
2045pm..
tengok phone.
phhfff.. *sigh
kenapa kenapa kenapa..
2048pm
ah. sembahyang lagi bagus.
sembahyang..
doa. doa doa..
ok. hilang~
2059pm
nak borak ngan mak.
''mak, anna ade be.."
erk. tak sempat.
2100pm
mak tengok TV. AF. Tak pelah mak~
2101pm
on9.
view.
relief.. 
"Oohh. Aaahh.." -hati sayu.
ini ke?
ini??
2200pm
"baiklah, tak leh jadi. kena settle arini jugak!" -hati berani.
2201pm
bukak email. compose a new message.
to: xxxxxxx@yahoo.com


0104am
fikir fikir fikir..
taip taip taip
delete delete delete
taip
delete
taip
delete
taip
delete
ok.
SIGN OUT.


Tak pelah. Biar resah. Biarlah pape pun.
Senyap. Diam. Simpan.
"rinduuu.." - hati batu
Nite.


p/s: KL pun cuti jugak hari ni.. Daulat Tuanku~

Saturday, April 10, 2010

A D R E N A L I N .

♥  faizal tahir. ok. but not so wanna die hardly for FT like amy nasution!
1st dengar semua lagu dalam album ni (berulang ulang) masa weekend cuti banyak kenduri tu. Ipoh-KL.
n skali dengar je aku dah suka lagu ni- hanyut.
tapi aku ske yg acoustic version tu lagi.(track8)
other songs, best+power like usual.
go FT!

Faizal Tahir: Hanyut

** there's no MV for this song yet. ini je ade. okla tuh~


Harus bagaimana lagi
Dan terus begini
Dengarkan aku
Lihat ke mataku

Cukup sudah kau menghukum
Salahku tetap salahku
Benarkan ku berbicara
Agar bisa pulih semua

Namun harus sampai bila
Kau kan diam seribu bahasa

Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Fahamilah ku tak mampu terus tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Saat mata terpejam
Hanya kau ku terbayang
Menghapus semua segala rasa di jiwaku

Saat mata terbuka
Kamulah yang pertama
Tak mampu aku
Bayangkan
Hidup tanpa dirimu
Aku memang bersalah
Selalu saja mengabaikan mu
Dan tapi dah ku sedari
Segala perit kau lalui
Ku terlupa kau terluka

Dan memang selalu
Aku bersalah
Selalu saja mengabaikan mu
Meninggalkan mu
Dan tetapi itulah aku sedari
Segala perit yang kau lalui
Kerna diriku yang terus hanyut

Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila kau tak di sisi
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja



this song remind me of him.
the other one..
:(

Thursday, April 8, 2010

LET ME IN

LENKA: KNOCK KNOCK





A second a minute an hour a day goes by
I'm hopin' just to be by your side
I'm turnin' the handle it won't open
Don't make me wait 'cause right now i need your smile
Knock knock

When life had locked me out i turned to you
So open the door
'cause you're all i need right now it's true
Nothin' works like you

Little louder little louder
Little louder knockin'
Little louder little louder

A warm bath a good laugh an old song that you know by heart
I've tried it but they all leave me cold
So now i'm here waitin' to see you
My remedy for all that's been hurtin' me
Knock knock

When life had locked me out i turned to you
So open the door
'cause you're all i need right now it's true
Nothin' works like you

You seem to know the way
To turn my frown upside down
You always know what to say
To make me feel like everything's okay

Little louder little louder
Little louder knockin'
Little louder little louder
Little louder knockin'

When life had locked me out i turned to you
And you open the door
And you're all i need right now it's true
Nothin' works like you..



can u just skip along?

THE TV FREAK: AI9 Top 9 perform- Lennon/McCartney songs :)

Lennon and McCartney- best song writing everrrr!
So here the last night performance- shown according to my votes! yeah~

 ♥ the tenderness & so much emotion showed by Casey. beautiful~ great job golden locks!


 ♥ simon, Why not have the bagpiper? who cares! durghh. go LEE!


 i love her since the audition. no matter what, she's so talented!


 ♥ quite sleepy Siobhan~ but STILL, my vote for this season! :)


Others idol doing quite ok. Bolehlaa..
And i really really really hope that American will send Tim Urban home this week. Heww.. Lama sangat dah kau kat sini. Kau boleh blah sekarang.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

insomnia so in.

Can't sleep.






....
...........
..............
also can't sleep. *sigh
ok. let's do some worksss.
finish.
finishing.
end.
~ pet. path. pathetic


ow. wait. let's watch this short film first.
the 'me like' actor. ouchh!
notmi remind me about him.
the front seat-istana budaya-blablabla
complete with the MMS lagi. tanx not.
jelessi~
damn u steal my man for twice!
same place plak tu. huh (-_-')



it's all not about the lollipop ok. hehe
coincidence!
notmi-bront-jelesssi.
and me mmg nk habiskan watching last year short film.
(sgt suke.boleh sampaikan apa yang tidak dapat disampaikan dengan kata-kata trough this. dan buat kita fikir simboliknya, maksud tersirat, deep thinking-->ngantuk,boleh tidur.nilah motif sebenar.haha)
to be serious, it's not about the lollipop they try to highlight.
(ouchh! lollipop?hahaha)
emm.. ok. to be serious again, it's all about the politics.
they too busy to fight seats and position.. 
wasting money,time, and energy
they lost focus on their main job, which is to serve the people, to serve Malaysian.. 
they should take care of Malaysian.. 
not provide what they want.. and what they need.
ni baru contoh remeh kecik je. budak hilangla apela. banyak lagi. hmm..

think.
thinking..

ok. enough.
ngantuk sudah.
nite~
p/s: if i get a proper hug for a bedtime, i don't need all of this.